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I LEAVE FOR EUROPE ON THE 25th!!! HELL YES--->
LAKE WITH MICHA TIHS WEEKEND! whos gunnah be at the OZARKS? and i get to see chealsea and matt and hopefully addyboy and alex and tyler and mmorgan allison and kelsey! wha hoo.!

welp. i just got back from the lake. i thought it was gunnah be a really boring weekend considering i was forced to go with just my family. but it was actually extremly fun. i spent the whole day out on the seadoo (my new love) and then spent my nights hangin out with cute southern boys . Keel and Eric i will miss you guys! i cant wait till next year!!! Lou and Creg.... uh even though your dog almost ate mine i love you both lol. chicken was the best!! yeah soo... all in all the weekend was a good one. sept i didnt get to see my boy  but we will figure out a weekend to see eachother before you leave.

k so i was riding around on the seadoo all by myself and i was thinking, ive been soo stressed out latley. and ive probably not been myself around certain people.  and i figured everything out. i was putting myself around the wrong people. there were a few people in my life who just totally brouhgt out the worst in me, and im done. they treated me like shit and for some reason i just kept coming back for more. well im done. im done letting them get to me, and im done not treating the people that actually care about me excactly how they should be treated. im soo sory if ive hurt you recently. but to those of you who have put up with my weird moods and weird attitudes it means more than you will ever know.

as for guys..... wouldnt you like to know

a few pics of the fam. i thought were cute.

my brother, mom , and me

me and my brother

and as for him... i know i shouldnt. but i miss him
                        

x3 tay

our deepest fear is not that we
are inadequate .. our deepest
fear is that we are powerful
beyond measure - coach carter

i wanna be the girl who you;
hit a homerun for.
you score a goal for.
you write a song for.
i wanna be the girl who;
makes you smile.
makes you laugh.
makes your heart skip a beat.
i just want to be [ that girl ]

life is too short .. so love like youu can`t get hurt.
smile like it`s going out of style, and have no regretss
because it`s all |[ worthwhile ]|

i don't care what people think of me. the people i care about know the real me && that's all that matters <3 -- PARiS HiLT0N

back from newyork...
omg one of the best
weekends of my life.... aghhh.. wow
after 12 long hours and one hell of a delay
of my flight there i finnally got there... at 2
o'clock in the morning. the cab ride to the
hotel was my 1st cab ride ever and it was
very funny. hes... "CHINEESE" uhmm....
yeah. soo i spent 4 days with my best friend
and my 2nd parents and we shoppeed and
shopped and went out to eat and saw broadway
and went on the subway and saw some really
really interesting thing.. china town was great
i suggest that all of you go to New York City
it is the most amazing city in the world. and it is
true... its the city that never sleeps. oh and by
the way... the hot dogs are probably the best in
the world.

me and micha when i got there. i was so tired. it was 2 o'clock in the morning!



me and micha at the italian resturaunt..
BEST FOOD EVER!!!


me and bob, nema and micha, me and micha.
on the night we saw producers on brodway. that play was
AMAZING!

me and micha in the most amazing church ive ever seen

me, bob, kathy, jemma
us after i got the most amazing hott dog ive ever had on the street

me and micha in the cab. oh so funny...

well i am going out
MORE PICS FROM THE
TRIP LATER-->
MICHA I LOVE YOU!!!!

x3 taylor

ps... my feet hurt really bad from
walkin around the city

hmm...
so alot has happend.
im stressed.
i tihnk the best thing
for me to do is just
get away.... aghhh and
that is exactly what i am
going to do. wensday
i am totally out of here
for a short vacation in the
wonderful NewYorkCity
with the wonderful micha.
wow i can not wait.
ill be gone untill sunday....
its gunnah be another one of
theese.....

ill have my cell with me..
you can call it. but im
going to try to be getting
away so im not so sure i
will answer.

tonight was fun. dont you
just love getting chased around
by many guys with your best
friend? i do... and laughing....
i love laughing.... it makes
me smille.....
uhhh well duhh

some past memories are
coming back... wow its
funny how one conversation
can stay with you for along
long time.... i wonder if ne thing
will happen?

and i saw rachel!! yay
i cant wait till soccer starts!!

i really dont understand why
things have to be so difficult...
               <3 tay
         

I want a boy who will give me his favorite sweatshirt
& he will always whisper something sweet in my ear.
even if we are a million years old,
butterflies will still go crazy inside me. <3

i`m not afraid of heights, i`m afraid of
        falling,  i`m not afraid of the dark, i`m
        afraid of what's in it. im not afraid to 
        love im afraid of not being loved back

eDiT-- okay so i have officialy changed EVERYTHING...
new hair, new soccer team, new people in my life
new favorite things to do. and a totally new attitude toward
life... life is to short to be anything but happy.... HELL YES!
whos with me?

why hello!!-- been awhile
ive had an amazing summer
some shit is not goin right but
im not gunna let it ruin my
summer!























and so many other people...
MORE PICS LATER
i look sick in all those ^ but
oh well i loev all those people

warped tour '05.. best day
of my life... 1 word... crowd
surfing.

soo... alot has changed recently...
i guess change is good.. and everything
will work out for the best. im no longer
playing for the BV stars... i just want all
you girls to know, that i had an amazing
time with all of you. and those 8 years i
spent on that team were unbelivable. im
leaving with some amazing memories and
some awesome friendships. i wish you all
the best of luck....
maddie- i will miss you more than ne thing
you are my bestfriend and im scared to
see whats gunnah happen when were not
playing soccer together. but i know we can
make it through all this.
LB- girl i love you. we can make it through
all this shit. if you chose to stay with BV dont
let jon give you any shit and stay strong. im so
glad weve become close. you are an amazing
girl!!
mary- my belton lover! i love you babe. you
are a kick ass soccer player and one of the
coolest girls i know. your gunnah kick ass next
year and im gunnah miss you more tahn anything
you are such a sweetheart. and you keep that
defense in line! 6/15 i will never forget it!!
BOOBIES! hah you are amazing,

marcus left today =(. im gunnah
miss him soo muchh!!! urghhh

to the coolest guy from
Shawnee mission.... JAKE
FREAKIN MOTT/// yes we
are hanging out pronto. =)

things im lookin forward to:
-- starting up soccer with my new team!
-- NEW YORK CITY with micha
-- sarah suzzane cumin to the lake with me!
-- EUROPE
-- lake with micha
-- seeing matt at the lake!!!
-- seeing chris when he comes back!!
-- goin to illinois and seeing my boy that i miss
with all of my heart.
-- goin to the lake with maddie
-- hangin out with some people i havent
hung out with like all summer... tell me if
you wanna hang outt!!

pretty girl is suffering
while he confesses everythng
shes beautiful as usual
with bruises on her ego
her killer instinct tells her to
be ware of evil men
thats what you get for falling again
you can never get him outa your Head
its the way that he makes yu feel
its the way that he kisses you
its the way that he makes you
  .f.a.l.l. .i.n. .l.o.v.e.
---- sugarcult

<3 taylor

JUST WHEN Y0U THiNK Y0U'VE HAD T00 MUCH,
LiFE GiVES Y0U M0RE, JUST WHEN Y0U THiNK iT'S
RAiNED, iT STARTS T0 P0UR